the names kylie. 17 years ripe. i first learned to breathe on november 3rd. i'm a junior in high school. blah blah blah.. i wish i could give you a list of things that make me unique and more interesting than other girls but as of right now it's just plain me. pretty much an average teenager just trying to survive like everyone else. we do stupid shit. we party and get way more drunk than we ever intended to, we eventually just stop caring about grades, we lie to our parents til were pros at it, we fight with people for no reason, we stay up late on the phone having heart to heart convos, we eat all the time cause we can and then complain about our weight later on, at this point we have no idea what to believe with the whole religion thing, we find out who our real friends are whether its what you wanted or not and even sometimes come to that one point where you feel like you have no one to turn to, we fall in and out of love like its no ones business, we have problems with our parents because they dont understand us at all and every family is dysfuctional, we get depressed and just lock ourselves in our rooms for days. we become obsessed with music because even though its said so often its 100% true that music can explain how you feel maybe when YOU dont even know how you feel and honestly it can save your life. were stupid, were reckless, were careless, we make mistakes all the time and learn from them because were young and we can. Sometimes in life you have to stop giving a fuck what other people think about you, what people want you to do, what people expect of you... sometimes you have to just live. im tired of caring what people think about me, im tired of feeling awkward, im tired of over thinking things way to much, im tired of thinking about my future because at this point i have absolutely no idea where my life is gonna go, im tired of being scared to trust people, im tired of relationships being so damn complicated for stupid reasons, and most of all im tired of not feeling good enough. my names kylie and my goal in life isnt to have 'this certain job' or to have 'this many kids' but to be happy.
